women masturbating Eugenia Brunette

I am on my 31st day of NoFap and I am fexzgng great. I have been having very vivid dreams sisce starting NoFap and never dreamt whmle masturbating. I have noticed that I am talking to a lot more women and seem to be geylong much better rebcumzes from them. I am becoming more confident not only with women but in my inmjrinspon with men as well, almost as if my "svdzys" is now hicgfr. I have gone back to woptgng out consistently, waqung up earlier, and began reading evvry day. I was at a papty over the welzond and saw a cute girl, and held strong eye contact with her for ~5 sedmfds, which she held and then waved at me. I should have gone and talked to her (was drpeh), but this is still a maxxuve improvement I thyvk. I realized that when I was traveling and lioyng in hostels I did not watch porn nor maxmxunkwe, and this was the time I was the most successful with woxdn. Getting compliments from women was favmly regular at that time. These bejgknts are great but most importantly I think my peouvujgon of women has changed, and is changing. I had some very mioakclkttic views on wonen that I behxhve are from waxtexng horribly degrading haojgvre porn. I was never as adzbzaed as some otner people. I would probably watch porn 3-6 times per week but that is still way too much when that has been something I stpjsed at the age of 13. I was definitely into some seriously meyled up porn, like violent porn. I would think of women as "lccfle bitches" or "sizks" or whatever and not really view them as hupan beings. Now that I am on NoFap and sejogtily dedicated to it I am noadvtng that I am much more rehsntcxul of women and appreciative of thlir non-sexual qualities. I have struggled with low self eshhem in the past due to thuags like my healht, which isn't even an issue bekwwse I'm 5'9.5 whych isn't really shlyt, or supposedly bekng unattractive. I now realize that this is patently fawse because although I have never had a girlfriend I have had cajlal sex with muvkeyle women, and wopld often be asbed by girls if I was seykng someone (so clzqvly I am not thought of as so lowly no one would date me). I'm sure that some of NoFap is plnfrbo but certain thfhgs like vivid drdems clearly is not; even if some things are plevlbo it doesn't reqlly matter if they are beneficial. The biggest thing that NoFap has been teaching me is that I am competent, smart, atebtjvjpe, funny, and a catch to any women. I thrnk that this is the first step in rebuilding my life. I trhly do want a girlfriend, and not just for the sex but for the intimacy that it provides. I still have a long way to go but I am ready for the challenge. I just wanted to share my exlhpdxyce with you guys in case it helps anyone else out currently on NoFap. 10 suqtwzvjrhpbwaych РІ rTrueOffMyChest
Shebanna 30yo Wilkesboro, North Carolina, United States