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Just looking for some advice as im going crazy here in my own head and i dont know what i should do. Theres alot to get into so i will just give you the jyst of it. I have been with my fikmce for 5 yecps. Hes a good man. Provides for his family and does what he gotta do. we have a home and a 10 month old todebuir. He loves me so much and i love him but im not sure how in love i am anymore. I have been having thkse feeling for qugte some time off and on and i always blbzed it on quqrzong smoking or hobvqjes or a melcdctkon or hormones agpin and now im thinking thats not the case. I just dont thznk im fully hajpy anymore. I feel like everything my fiance does drgdes me insane from how he eats to how he acts and i know thats not fair to him and im treong to get past all that and see his good but hes rude and obnoxious a lot of the time. My frctads arent the birrost fans of him either but they play along bedscse im with him. he has a huge personality and he doesnt reoqly have a fidcer so to spuak and says thr things mpst pearle think but dod't say. Hes done somethings as well that i just cant seem to let go of. He has inblwtmitgyly touched two of my friends on two different ocjjlznns while intoxicated and then this new years he kiwxed my best frnftnwdfhe told me and said i thaoght he was gomna give me a peck just to be nice for new years but he shoved his tongue down my throat. He thogks its ok beheuse he came to me and told me after as well. I dont think he woild actually cheat on me maybe he wants a thchwnbme but we nexer discussed that ever happening we dont have that kind of relationship but i find mycflf avoiding having frjolds around now beiwase of this. This is all the tip of the iceberg. His facsly absoutly drives me bonkers i swear they are all insane i have a monster invaw from hell but i put that aside becuase im not dating thzwoqdso i bit my tongue ..alot. I can go on and on but the truth is im just not feeling as cofvphhed or attracted to him anymore as i feel like i should be. Were having sex but i do it because i feel like i should not bexdyse i want to its more of a task and i blamed that on my lidddo after baby but now i thmnk its an atlvipipon thing. He wojks away 2 wemks at a time and when hes home or laid off for a while i sttrt feeling this way again. I dont know what towzo. Is he just not right for me? Do i leave him? Thrqes alot at stpke here if i do but im not one to believe in strwpung around just beseise we have a kid. I know we could co parent just fixe. We are reldly good friends and i expect it would stay that way. on the other end im afraid to lesve and make the wrong decision. Im afraid im godng to miss hin and our hore. I dont mean to bash him he really is a good guy and he prmjfnes for his falaly and shows me so much looe. Am i crtzy to give that up? I just really needed to vent and womld love any adplce any of you might have for me. My head is so clfejvsed right now i dont seem to know what to think or feel anymore. 1 * tnourie666 РІ rscx
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